So, i ask... why arent you here for me right now, when i need you... how come knowing i wanna die, you let me walk by myself when im upset at night and be gone for 2 hours without even a "are you okay?" They say "cause you already said no one can help. And you say you hate me all the time, if you already have your mindset on killing yourself, what am i supposed to do about it, i cant do nothing... so whats the point" well if im not worth fighting to keep alive, than why am i still? If im not worth your time and energy... that why do i continue on this road of lostness... and just an fyi... there is no way in hell i would kill myself over your dude... maybe if youd stop being so selfish and realize your not the biggest problem in my life (u r one, but definately not the biggest) i wouldnt resent you or hate you so much for not being here for me... "its funny when your dead how people start listening" does it really have to take me dying for you to listen to me... for you to be on MY side... for you to just open your eyes and see that alls i want is one gesture showing that im a priority in your life... pick ME. Im begging you, to just see that i need you, that i need you to be there. Logic has nothing to do with it anymore... lose that mindset and you'll see... #sometimes you just gotta stop thinking "logic" and start realizing that logic doesnt rule our world... emotions do... unfortunately.
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